Monday, March 19, 2007
JI DAN GAO.
i have no idea how to handle you TOO.
on one hand you think im irresponsible.
the other, you miss me.
how the hell am i supposed to interpret that?we've both landed ourselves into what others might think a taboo situation.
and tonight, i do not like you one bit for spoiling my entire day.
driving went well, my darling passed her test, i got a new pair of shoes AND THEN you had to sms me. which.. got me worked up and crying i had to control myself so badly infront of my family.
i spent my entire post dinner time cursing and swearing at you, because you never understand me. i didnt even read your reply sms until a few hours later. i knew i had to have a clear mind; else i'd have punched you.
and now when i did, i cant help but to cry again. i feel like we have a love hate relationship going on here. i dont know what to do, nor what i can do for you.
maybe us wont work out afterall.
yet i just want to see your smile again.up and down, swaying from side to side.
you're the last thing that i want to handle.
so please, stay away.
because i want to be alone for now.
Merser
